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Tattoos!

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 04:28:07 GMT

Can you figure out what it is? sorry its a little blurry! the white part is my skin btw. I think i want this one on my chest (aka my boobs) but not obscenely so i guess? opinions? please share.

It'd just be a black outline. i don't like it colored in! i dunno where i wanna put this one yet, maybe my neck, or back, or foot!

a pentagram! (since it would be in written form) I Think this one would be solid black, so just fill in the blanks with your mind. kinda like a coloring book!

College.

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 21:35:54 GMT

It's basically highschool except i don't know or care about anyone else, and i have to actually do work outside of class. I'm 99.9% sure i hate it, you know what the highlight of my week is? I'm meeting Adam Loesch for lunch tomorrow. yeah thats it. why oh why did i take 18 credit hours? I'm actually starting to hate music i think if i still feel like this in a year or so i'm gonna drop out and try to be a rockstar. i mean what do i have to lose?

Inuyasha

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 07:11:23 GMT

i finally finished the Inuyasha series. and i'm literally in shock, not because of the ending, but because i've sepent 5 years of my life watching the show and reading the manga and its just.......wow. Its a bittersweet taste, the end of books, videogames, comics.....iono. Its just hard for me to process so i'm gonna rant about it at two am on my livejournal instead. I love the ending of things because then i know what happens, but at the same time I feel a loss.....i don't understand why b/c they are only fictional characters(i've stuggled with this for a while so bear with my ranting.) You should have seen what happened to me after the Stargate SG-1 series finale. It was bad. I don't think i'd be feeling this bad if Avatar hadn't also ended this week. Well i'm about to start a new manga series (online of course) and suggestions? Anything Sci-Fi/Fantasy with romance thrown in is good with me! i'm thinking Bleach, Vampire Knight, Cowboy Bebop (although i didn't like the anime version much), or.....i don't know. I'm gonna try to force myself to sleep now and not dream of Feudal Japan for the next month.

The Art of Growing Up.

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:57:09 GMT

so......i'm gonna learn how to be a ninja, or the closest thing to it i can get! I've decided to take a break with my music, i just don't have the......i don't know but whatever i had that enable me to write music is gone and i'm pissed. I don't know what i'm going to do about college because i don't think i want to be a music teacher, but i have no idea what else to do! I guess i can hope that halfway through my college career i'll find something that interests me. I'm just so confused, although i did figure it out today that i refuse to feel bad for not calling Grant back because its completly useless and better this way b/c i'd only be a bitch to him and i'm happier this way and he is too (although i'm sure he'd disagree). Well i gotta go do fucking yard work...damn. Oh Mel, are you still getting a group together to see Get Smart? i want to see it, it sounds funny! lol your days as an international terrorist have bee well documented, oh yes oh yes! True Lies was so funny.

WIZARDS!

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 06:22:16 GMT

Melanie. I don't think i'm a wise wizard because i can still type. and i have things to say but i can't think straight so. good night. and i'm posting this even though it is short b/c short is good. the Wise Wizards says farewell, and i hope i don't have to do a boss match, i would lose and like it. good night again.

is it wrong?

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:14:55 GMT

I don't know what's important to me, i've got my music, my job, school, family, wicca, and on top of that i want to start matial arts classes. I don't know which avenue to persue, can i do more than one? i don't know. I just know i want to be able to kick some ass. I like fighting, i want to know how to fight, I want to seriously take a blade to... whoa way to violent. I know these thoughts are bad, i think its wrong to love fighting but i can't help what i am. Since i don't have anyone to focus these thoughts on anymore i guess i'm kinda left in the dark about them. Is it wrong to like being violent, but i can't even stand the thought of others being violent. i'm so confused, whats new.

w.t.f.

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:07:29 GMT

i guess i kinda forfeited the right to be angry when i didn't call him for four days, but i'm not ready to talk. I guess its official, i'm single.

So, i'm watching the Sailor Moon series, and i love it. Its nowhere near as corny as P.G.S.M live action series. And i've been watching chick flicks with my step-mom and sister for the past few days. It makes me feel slightly pathetic, but at the same time i love the warm awwww/fuzzy feeling from Hollywood romance, i really don't think its exists in real life. not right now, not for me. and i know i'm okay with that, theres has GOT to be more to life. Can't wait to party it up this weekend. bye now.

I'm Back.

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 20:58:58 GMT

ugggg. exam tomorrow. I'm so bored i'm watching BoysLikeGirls music videos online. lame. At least i gots a party to look forward to this week, its gonna be sweet! Damn Facebook isn't working. oh well i guess i'm done bitching about boringness, I did tell Grant we were gonna hang today, but i lied. okay i guess it's time to start reading a new book, or learning a new song or something other than this. bye now.

the FOURTH!

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:13:59 GMT

I can't wait to got to the lake! I'm really bummer i'm gonna miss all the Zaq festivities though. Zaq! try to send me pictures if you have a camera phone, i can't wait to see everything, especially the bulbasaur tattoo!

I talked to Grant last night, was are offically taking a break, and of course him being Grant, he said he would wait for me and wanted to know if we would ever get back together. I don't know, i'm not a seer so i really have no clue, just not right now. I tried really hard not to give him false hope but it's really hard to do when i don't know what is false hope or real hope at this point. I took your advice Audra, and explained that it wasn't really him and i tried to be really clear. I'm sorry if he' s called you a billion times to talk. Anyway, enough depressing stuff, i gtg help pack the car. Did i mention i love the Fourth? anyway, i'll see everyone later, have an amazing weekend!

<3 Vikki

math.

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:38:45 GMT

OUR FINAL GOT MOVED UP! i get outta summer school early yay! i finally got to see more Vampire Knight (anime show in Tokyo) the sucky thing is the season is over until October. at least its not over forever. btw just warning you the Gardasil shot hurts like a bitch (but its worth, or so i keep telling myself) Audra and Melanie, i definitely should've listened to you when you said how much it hurt. one down two more to go. man i'm bored, just a notice for everyone i'm leaving town this week so I won't be able to see Zaq on his birthday, go see the haunted funeral procession that only comes around when the 4th is on a friday with sarah (don't ask, or do.) or go to a seance, but i do get to see the rest of my family who have been hiding down at the lake away from my step mom while she finishes up her summer classes (they're so smart.) Oh crap, summer's like half over, that just occured to me. Did anyone go to Warped Tour today? i'm kinda regretting the fact that i missed it but at the same time i'm not sunburnt or overheated so i'm glad i stayed home too.

I hope everyone has a good fourth of july!

Metro Station.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 03:08:15 GMT

I actually really like them. When i first heard them i didn't b/c they kinda sound like 13 yr old girl music, but the keyboard stuff is reall sweet and so i'm learning some of their songs on piano. I'm watching Rosary + Vampire on Veoh, its taking forever to load and veoh is having error issues. it sucks. hmmm.....my math class might get out a few days early thats exciting. Found out i'm going to the lake this thursday so i'm gonna miss your awesome birthday celebrations Zaq, sry!

Ok so they passed a bill about cyber bullying somewhere (i just heard it on the news) i can be put in jail for a large amount of time for saying mean things to people online?! If you don't want your children exposed to "cyber bullys" then stop letting you 12 year olds in freaking chat rooms, its called parental controls! seriously. I'm very opinionated about this issue because my step mom keeps punishing me for having a different opionion than her (as usual).

wow i just finished the entire Rosary + a Vampire series in one day, well it is only 13 episodes. damn i gtg take out the trash and make a long dreaded phone call. thanks for reading my rant.